Thursday, February 25, 2010

for you :)


i've been wanting to say this to you lately but i guess i never have the courage to tell u how i feel and never had the right words to have it voiced out...

We started off as friends. Things were going well that time.. we're texting, we invite each other to watch a movie, we talk, we laugh, we take long trips. but there's one thing i least expected. its falling inlove with you. no rather its i'm starting to love the fact that i'm always with you almost everyday :) thankyou UST :)
it was never my intent at all... I guess for a beautiful person like you, girls like me has always been easy. 
It’s funny to think that when Mark asked me if ever I would choose one person in the class to be my boyfriend I answered your name. I never thought twice nor trice your name just popped out my mind that very instant. He was shocked, he expected me to answer joseph’s name and right then and there he kept teasing me that I was starting to like you and I was just denying the fact I was falling. He said this to me a couple of times: “I know that feeling bestfriend. I’ve experienced that too. You just can’t admit that you like him.” And I guess, YES. He’s right.
who wouldn't like you? You are just one of the ideal guys a girl would want to love. Your kind, smart, faithful to god, gentleman, we jive and a lot more. Small things with a big impact to me... so please don’t blame me.

but I just don’t know what I want from you. Whether you become my boyfriend or not. It’s just that i’m not a lovable girlfriend. Reasons why guys who I thought that would love and understand me for who I am just came in and walked out of my life. But there’s one thing I know. It’s that I just want to keep you forever. You are one of the many people I don’t want to lose. Forever. Whether as friends or as lovers.:)

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