Nothing much

Well, hello my dearest blog. We meet again. I just don't know where to start with what i'm feeling right now. I just feel that I don't have enough words to say. It's our 26th month today but it just felt like an ordinary day that just passed by in a glimpse of an eye. Its 10 o' clock now and as I lay myself to bed I just can't stop but think if this is what I want for myself. I don't feel special really. Maybe my reasons to complain just piled up. But yeah, its our 26th month and we're on the same bed and he's playing nba (which is his everyday routine btw he gets really mad when i scold him). I'm not really asking for much for this day; not a fancy restaurant date nor an out of town trip will make me happy at this moment but just him hugging and telling me: "i'm lucky to have you" "thank you for having me this long" "i love you so much" simple words that won't take much of his time but will definitely make me smile and make me feel special. But yeah, this is what i've chosen. And i promised to never complain anymore and keep everything to myself. So i have no choice really but to cry and accept this fate. I wish one day everything feels a bit lighter and a bit easier. Really.